Free time leads to

I had over 120 Gigabytes of music yesterday spaced over 5 folders located on 3 different harddrives. Then I deleted a lot of it and the only things I'm putting into my main music folder are things that I hand pick and put in one album at a time. When I put an album in, I listen to every song and rate them all. I have 6 albums so far and they're all pretty good albums.
So in theory, if I chose one or two albums a day, I'll have a music collection that I know better than before. And I really want to know what I have more because I hate saying that I've heard of a band or an album and not have an opinion about it.

That's kind of what I wanted to say, but also that I'm in morris alone and have been since tuesday. Being alone in morris is pretty lame, noone to talk to, no one to watch things with, no one to eat with. I also think that if I stayed here alone it would turn into one of those movie montages where I see how bad it is and pick myself up and do something awesome. But real life isn't quite like that. The day meghan left I picked up my room and had it 90% cleaner within two hours. But now the only thing between me and going home leaving the house nice is the pile of dishes that I need to wash.

I feel the same sense of complete apathy that I did last year where it doesn't matter if I get dressed or leave the house at all. As long as I don't talk about it, no one knows that I'm not doing anything. I make myself sound busy to fit in or whatever. But this is different then that because I have something to look forward to: school starting again. It feels like it will be a good semester.